Lately I have been running around like crazy trying to do everything. I have been trying to unite the believers in my community and hang out with my unbelieving neighbors and disciple girls and invest in my co-workers and help run intramural sports at the high school and figure out summer school and try to get involved with some elders so that they can guide me as I try to figure out what missions agency to go with and love my roommates when they don’t wash their dishes and pretty much I have been trying to run the world!
Don’t get me wrong, it has been a blast, like, so much fun, but I think it’s time that I step back and let God do what He wants to do and watch and let Him use me. Like, I have been trying to use God to accomplish my vision for my neighborhood rather than being attentive to what He is doing, and joining in with that.
So, once again, I am starting over. Haha. It’s funny because I think that Jesus commanded that somewhere...oh yah! He said, “take up your cross daily and follow me.” So it actually is biblical to start over again. And I should more often than I do.
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